Skies and Clouds…
Living Each Day Quietly…Angsty
Feeling an unextinguishable fire burning inside me now… with my parents out… time to blast some music… speaking of that I haven’t been getting my weekly dosage… update on afew new songs lately… gona refresh my list… CNY here soon… and of course the day… to clean everything up…
J
Wedding
1st time being a brother at a wedding… and it was my childhood friends wedding… quite fun actually… maybe the girls went easy on us… cos the many videos I’ve seen had been worse… So we set off early in the morning and we did the drive in twice… just for the video and pictures… and then I realised that all the videos I’ve always see at the wedings are pre planned… bubble burst… I shall leave the details out as I ended the day quite late being his PA… super tiring… went home bath and sleep while struggling to keep myself awake to watch EPL… Next day… my alarm goes off and I… no not JIMP… lol… I jump out of bed cos got a phone call from him and he needed me there to take care of some stuffs… thus I bankai and went out of house in 30 min… and then suddenly the sisters remembered me as “the pole”… well I wont share the details again… haha… then I went to recep and feel like 2 person doing 5 people job… didnt have alot of the dishes as I was up in the room to help do his hair and stuffs after the dinner started… quite a fast dinner actually…
During the ROM ceremony, I felt a combination of happy and nostalgic as I watched them walk down the aisle… maybe cos I know when I pass by his house while walking home from the mrt, I know he is not staying there anymore… one less member of the prata session… one more void to fill… oh well…
Been satisfied with my movie cravings recently… except for one which I think wont have any kakis wanting to watch… Sherlock Holmes was one of the better ones… I remembered the scene where he reads too much into a person and gets it wrong… seeing myself for awhile there… lol… after spending a bomb shopping @ UK and Paris, when I see sale outside now I dont have the urge to buy… thats good…
Went for IPPT today to get my silver… if only the run was 2km instaed of 2.4… then I would have my 1st gold in my life… ha… need to finance my big plan for next weekend… and also the next next weekend… ok going to nap awhile before doing my assignments… yes its starting… and this season looks good… with Pah as classmate… haha…
J
Lies…
I miss the times when I could just lie down on the ground and just watch the clouds go by… in all kinds of shapes and sizes… moving and then not moving… and then someone would call me to go play or have a snack… but now I can’t… because I’m drowning in a pool of lies… which further proves my theory of knowing too much may not be a good thing… oh well… its gona be a rare case of insomia night for me tonight…
J
Festive!
Now we are into the last leg of the festive season… which used to be my favourite… but thats… another story… still the mood is high and the tempo is fast… there are so many crazy ideas I have in my head now that are begging to be unleashed… Cant wait for the time to come for me to commence my missions…
Anyway just collected my books for the new sem today… super heavy… went home and found out that the 1st pack of bak kwa had arrived… I was just thinking about it last few days only… maybe I should think about striking toto yea… Big day for one of my closests friend in 3 days time… kind of excited… but yet worried about his future… oh well… being the best in academic among us… he should have no problem… so one breaks free from the circle already… and time doesnt stops… tick tock tick tock tick…
J
Focus
Finally its friday tomorrow… tired week for me… have to focus and put aside the issues at hand first… haven’t really recover from the jet lagged… or am I just mentally tired already… man… I’m going to take a rest now… good night world
Finding solutions to the problem isn’t the 1st step to solving an issue… finding the cause of the issue is… just that we are too trigger happy to offer solutions when there’s a problem… everytime… just think about it yourself… how many times have you done it?
J
Packed!
I barely have enough time for myself for the whole of Dec… Super alot of movies watching this month… Chipmunks were quite cute surprisingly… Avatar was a blast… Sherlock was witty… think these are the better ones I’ve watched… Xmas eve was spent @ Goodwood park… dinner was good, ambience great… with Xmas carols… town wasnt as packed as before Xmas… amazing… spending time away from the crowds sure is a good thing…
Finally Im packed and ready to go to London and Paris… and also cleared my room as I havent have time to touch it since after exams… cos I was preparing the 12days of Xmas pressents… had to think of how to twist the carol and also find the right present to fit in… not to say getting up early before the birds chirp to send the presents or waited till late into the night where you can hear the water drip in your kitchen… all in all I’ve alot of people to thank for this major masterpiece… YH for sending one of the gifts, Long and CW for sending me there a couple of times… Pah for acc me to get some presents and also ideas… Amy and SJ for some more ideas too… I apologise if I left anyone out…
Alright cant wait to fly off… hope I can adapt to the cold quickly over there… if its the same as South Africa that time then its ok… ha… ok I’ll see SG in 2 weeks… Happy New Year!
J
Coming!
It’s almost here! Christmas and of course the New Year! Though I’m not a christian but still festive moods are great! Combining with Chinese New Year, these triple attack never fails to overwhelm my spirits…
Its been 2 weeks since I’ve last updated… got my life back on track after afew issues which bombard me at the same time… they always come together dont they… So xmas shopping was good… somehow I feel that SG has increased twice in population as I find it hard to move around as compared to last year… oh and I saw SJ awhile back… met up with her over coffee and surprised to find that she toughen up alot since the last time I saw her… but her same old vulnerability to certain things are still there… ha… gave me afew tips to buying xmas gifts too… her quote of the day “when you see your ex on the streets with another girl/guy and you dont feel anything, means you have already moved on”… well I hope she will reach that stage soon…
After afew sick guys came back to work… I got the virus straight away… finally crumbled on saturday night… and recovered abit on sunday… but still need to do some xmas shopping since Im gona missed soccer anyway… list almost complete… still need afew touch ups and Im done!
Today went to celebrate Pah’s bdae by eating at Carls and L4D2… finally completed my lists of gifts and now all thats left is to wrap them up! So exciting to execute one of my master plan after so long… hahaha… must thanks to yh for the trip today… kk turning in soon after I finish the writings…
J
Affected…
Sunday’s game was one of my off days as I cant get something off my mind temporarily… even though I got a couple of assits but I feel that I could contribute more to the game… oh well… and thats that…
Friday was good as I went to check out the Xmas lightings in town… and of course catch new moon… not too bad… maybe I should read the book too… ok… got to turn in… going to see blasts tomorrow… ha…
J